Somewhere deep inside, you know that it is possible for you to experience something deeper in intimacy, but you don’t know where to start, and you avoid facing your naked truth and intimate challenges. You have put hard shells around yourself to avoid connecting to our core. 

I can understand you, I have been there. Avoiding, escaping, struggling, pretending, compensating with superficial endeavours. Connecting back to self is a journey worth taking. But it requires vulnerability & courage to let go, so you can connect back to yourself, to your truth.